Hey You! Yeah, You!

Apparently, I am. *applause* I have to apologize especially to myself since I've been kinda lazy... Not kinda, I really am lazy. It's been almost 2 months since I last wrote. So that means, the family's computer's been down for quite sometime now. I really have to get that fixed.

NEWS. NEWS. NEWS.

For the latest, I am still unemployed. Well, about the last post... That job my father asked to squished me in, well. I sort of got it. *screams like a crazy person* I'm gonna be a Restaurant Hostess in an Italian outlet and I'll start training next year. I already have the contract with me and I must say.... It's a lot better than the last job I had. But really I'm thankful.

I don't think I'll be going back to the US of A anytime soon. I'm giving myself a year or two here before actually moving there for good. I told my mom about it and she supports my decisions but asked me to stay for a least a year to pull myself together. And besides I need to save some money. I'm 24 and unemployed. I only have less than 5,000 pesos in my wallet. I have no bank accounts whatsoever and I still live with my parents so that's kinda embarrassing.

Today's the 23rd and that marks our 27th month being together well not really. Right now, Bibi is with his friends prolly getting drunk with Tequila and Whisky. If you ask me how am I doing about being back here and him being there, well, I'm doing okay. I don't miss him that much anymore. Maybe at night when it's cold and dark and I need a teddy bear hug. We both know that eventually we'll find a way to be together even if it means of me going to the US Embassy and get my Fiancée visa. We have plans, but for now... We need $$$$$. And lots and lots of it. He's thinking of going here next year... Prolly on my birthday. A two to three week vacation sounds good. And that would depend on his work. So I hope, he gets a good three weeks worth of vacation. We always want to go to Cebu.

These past few weeks a lot has happened in this house which made me even close to my family especially to my mom. I realized that I can't really leave just yet. I still have some unfinished business and a lot of things to work out. But all in all, I'm still thankful that despite the hardships, we still manage to become as one.

Christmas Time is coming... The year's about to end. I've got no regrets this ear, actually it's one of the best years I had so far. I don't know what lies ahead on 2013, but I'm ready.

Ciao!

Hello World.

You maybe thought that I finally got a job since I've been avoiding writing to you. well, no. I don't have one. yet. But I did give a copy of my resume to Papa. Well, he sort of know someone that knows someone in the Hotel/Casino thing. And he was hoping that person can squish me. I'll take any job. seriously. I just need to do something really productive especially now... that I have no idea when and how am I going to go to the States. (My visa application is still on process and my boyfriend... I can't pressure him to work harder and earn money and get me house in San Francisco. I just can't) I'm actually giving him two years.. I don't mind waiting for another year here.

Anyway,I've been perfectly well. just got back from Tacloban. I went there with the family for my father's birthday. This year he wanted to celebrate it with his childhood friends. He even bought goodies for families who needed help. goodie bags contained rice, canned good and some noodles. Nice huh?

He did managed to get every visitor drunk with beer and Tuba. (some kind of Palm Wine.) and they started dancing to Gangnam Style. it was fun and kinda ridiculous if you know what I mean. but fun. I did enjoy the weekend but I wish I can bring the boyfriend with me. maybe next time. 

next time. 

okay I'm tired. I wanna drink! 

Ciao! 

Eto lang masasabi ko...

Bukas ang Republic Act 10175 o mas kilala na Cyber Crime Prevention Act of 2012 ay maipapatupad na ng Korte Suprema bukas. Madami sa ating mga kababayan lalo na yung mga Internet literate ang nagsamasama para ipakita ang kanilang pagkadismaya. Maging sa mga social networking sites tulad ng Facebook at Twitter makikita ang mga hindi magagandang reaksyon ng tao. Malinaw na hindi nila tinatanggap ang pagpasa ng batas na ito. Kung iisipin, ano ba itong RA 10175? Sa aking pagkakaintindi, ito ay may kinalaman sa mga krimen na ginagamitan ng internet. duh? pasok yung Cybersex, Identity Theft, Hacking, Illegal Access on Information, Data or System Interference, Forgery, Child Pornography, Libel, Cyber-squatting at marami pang iba. Nakakabahala lang... Kung sasabihin kong ang galing ni Mayor kase wala na siyang ginawa kundi mag-Casino at tumambay sa Derby ng manok, ay pwede na pala akong makasuhan ng Libel at makulong ng 12 na taon at magbayad ng 1,000,000,000 piso? Kung sasabihin kong walang ipinasang magandang batas si Senador X ay ganun din? Aba, hindi naman ata tama yon.

Parang lahat nalang tayo ay naglolokohan nalang dito? Na magpaplastikan tayo at sasabihin natin na ang galing ni Congressman at idol ko siya yun pala madami pala siyang pinagawang tulay sa ibang lugar pero hindi naman siya Congressman doon. Kung maglolokohan nalang pala sa gobyerno, ay aba! Gumawa nalang tayo ng isang malaking teleserye tutal malapit naman ng matapos yung Walang Hanggan. Nakakadismaya, marami namang batas na pwedeng mas bigyan ng pansin... tulad ng RH Bill, yung para sa mga Kasambahay natin na Kasabahay Bill. maraming mga bagay sa bansang ito na nangangailangan ng aksyon. Paano makakatulong ang RA 10175 ay lumalaganap na krimen sa Manila? krimen sa mga eskwelahan? sa Bullying? sa Hazing? Paano makakatulong ang batas sa Baha? sa Jueteng? Sa Drugs? Kakulangan ng Paaralan? ng Guro? sa mga tiwaling pulis? Tatanggalin ng batas na Ito Ang karapatan natin para sabihin ang nasa loob natin. Asan na ang sinasabi nilang Demokrasya at kalayaan? Wala na.

Ang akin lang, sana mas binigyan nila ng pansin yung mga bagay na talagang kailangan ng pansin. Oo binatikos ka ng mga nasa baba, kase nasa itaas ka. at inaasahan naming mga tao na nasa ibaba na gumawa ka ng tama at nakaaayon sa nakararami. Na umaasa kami na magkakaroon pa ng pagasa na bumangon ang bansa natin.

Sa totoo lang, nawawalan na talaga ako ng pagasa sa Pilipinas. Kung pwede na akong umalis ngayon, aalis na talaga ako. Ngayon ko masasabi na talagang nawala na ang kompiyansa ko sa goberyno natin.

Kaya sa darating na eleksyon, malamang mahihirapan akong bumoto. Mangilan ngilan nalang ang nagnanais na maglingkod ng tapat at maayos sa bayan. Ilan nalang ang may sapat na kakayahan. yung mga utak at common sense.

Tama na, baka makulong pa ako dito.