Oh shit.

You make my heart skip a beat. Not really a good feeling. But it seems so right. I will try hard to stop these feelings going on further. I know you're trouble. people like you always do.

DAY OFF!

T'was a long week for me. Business was great in Finestra like always. Although there were days that were too slow and the sales are low. But in the end, we made good business. Enough about work, since it's my day off, I'm lounging here in my room drinking my Tanduay Ice watching my news, talking with my boyfriend. (ahhhhh.. the good life.) I really don't have nothing to say now. I've been living the same shit everyday. Work - Home  -Work. I could say that the internet is my refuge... my escape from all the bustle This is my time not to think of anything but nonsense. I am not making any sense here. 

Oh well, 

I should go back with my drinking. 

There's still you.

It's been a year and there's this void, a black hole that pulls me and think back what could've been. When I think of you, there's a sharp pain in my chest that quickly subsides. My stomach turns, I feel light headed. It's really weird how you make me feel even after all this time. You have such effect that stops me, that somehow breaks every little piece of me.

You have no idea.