Monday, February 20



OMG! OMG! OMG! US bound in 30 days! I am fucken excited! We have so much plans. trip to LA, San Diego to my relatives. Lake Tahoe, Arizona. weeeeeeeee! Funny his mom got me tickets to Eat Bulaga show on March 31st. I will spent almost 15 hours of travel just to see Eat Bulaga? haha. 

Friday, February 17


I wish I can put into words how much I am pissed off today. Maybe it's my hormone kicking in. I'm expecting my period the next week.

I can't explain why but I'm very irritated with my passengers right now. I tried to explain but they just won't understand. Kahit ilang beses kong ulitin, parang wala akong sinabing sensible sa kanila. Sadya lang ba silang tanga o hindi ako marunong mag-explain?

I know I have to be patient in my line of work. I know I have to be heartless and be firm and consistent with my decisions... putangina lang.


Monday, February 13

Happy Hearts!

I will try not to be all bitter in the entry since I'm a bitch when it's Valentine's.

Went to out to get Milk Tea and some Japanese goodies. I do this every week when I don't have work. I guess that's the only time I can go out of the house without thinking anything but food. It's raining but I didn't mind. I had to go out. Just what I expected, Red, Flowers, Couples, - just great. Not being bitter. I just miss the boyfriend. I hope he'll send me some flowers or something. I want lilies.

found the card I've been planning to send him next week. I've been too busy that I forgot to send him a card. 23rd is coming anyway..

I wanted to go out tomorrow. Maybe some movie after dinner. but the heck. I'm positive that I'll be spending it with beer, cholesterol while playing Temple Run on my ipod.


I've been getting weird messages in Facebook from this guy I met a year ago. We got acquainted when I stayed in Naga with some family friends. He's almost the same age as my mother!  ewww. ewww. ewww. Wanted to block him. one more message.

Hope everyone will enjoy their day tomorrow.

Wednesday, February 8

You always tell yourself to stop.

...but you're always coming back for more.

you never stop until you get hurt. You never learn. Very impulsive. Can you just think before doing anything else for a change? It's not about you anymore. Things change. You're maybe enjoying now.. trust me, you're going to regret this. Just cut the crap and act like an adult. Not everything that makes you feel good is right for you.

please, just stop for now. and think. think what is it that you really want. you better do it now before someone gets hurt.

I just want you safe.